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I say it again…

fleur — Thu, 26 Jun 2008 03:46:12 +0000

Said it before to someone…but i think these words are really meant for you…

My world is a little less lonely because of people like you…

…yeah well, even if i feel lonely because of you..but you can just simply take them all way…just like that.

A Quote from Neil Gaiman

fleur — Thu, 26 Jun 2008 03:31:38 +0000

“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life…You give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like ‘maybe we should be just friends’ turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”

And How Long Will I Endure

fleur — Wed, 25 Jun 2008 09:45:09 +0000

A friend told me that id go crazy over this guy. the same way she went nearly insane over this guy’s friend. I didnt want to believe her…but it feels like i am also going crazy right now…much worst i feel like dying each and every day he is not here with me.

What to do?

im missing him and its killing me

Boston by Augustana

fleur — Wed, 11 Jun 2008 03:07:28 +0000

In the light of the sun, is there anyone? Oh it has begun…
Oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed,
This world you must’ve crossed… you said…You don’t know me, you don’t even care, oh yeah,
She said
You don’t know me, and you don’t wear my chains… oh yeah,

Essential yet appealed, carry all your thoughts across
An open field,
When flowers gaze at you… they’re not the only ones who cry
When they see you
You said…

You don’t know me, you don’t even care, oh yeah,
She said
You don’t know me, and you don’t wear my chains… oh yeah,

She said I think I’ll go to Boston…
I think I’ll start a new life,
I think I’ll start it over, where no one knows my name,
I’ll get out of California, I’m tired of the weather,
I think I’ll get a lover and fly em out to Spain…
I think I’ll go to Boston,
I think that I’m just tired
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind…
I think I need a sunrise, I’m tired of the sunset,
I hear it’s nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice… oh yeah,

Boston… where no one knows my name… yeah
Where no one knows my name…
Where no one knows my name…
Yeah Boston…
Where no one knows my name.

Because These Tears Exist

fleur — Wed, 11 Jun 2008 01:17:59 +0000

it’s because i was clumsy
somehow, i have some regrets
but i’m not giving up yet

but i know that this haziness
within all these dreams
will clear like a lifting fog

until i take this step forward
and another step afterwards,
i will go on, carefully
i will keep going forward
at my own pace

it was a small room
where ambitions were stuck
one by one, they left unsaid
on each era,
on each life
but that’s what connected everyone back then

because these tears that i shed
will become another step
i will know, certainly
that i’m going forward
towards the shining light

because these tears that i shed
will become another step
i will know, certainly
that i’m going forward
towards the shining light

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A song by Ami Tokitou, School Rumble’s Second Semester ending song.

Well, this one’s already been translated. but I love song! i love the message…

BitterSweet!

Realize by Colbie Caillat

fleur — Tue, 03 Jun 2008 07:17:53 +0000

V1: Take time to realize,
That your warmth is
Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn’t I, Didn’t I tell you.

But I can’t spell it out for you,
No it’s never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you

C: If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we’d be perfect for each other
and will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we’d never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now.

V2: Take time to realize
Oh-oh I’m on your side
didn’t I, didn’t I tell you.
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by
Didn’t I tell you

But I can’t spell it out for you,
no it’s never gonna be that simple
no I can’t spell it out for you.

C: If you just realized what I just realized
then we’d be perfect for each other
then we’d never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we’d never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now.

V3: It’s not always the same
no it’s never the same
if you don’t feel it too.
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.

C: If you just realize what I just realized
then we’d be perfect for each other
then we’d never find another
Just realize what I just realized
we’d never have to wonder
Just realize what I just realized

If you just realize what I just realized

OoOoOOo

missed out on each other now
missed out on each other now

Realize, realize
realize, realize

Time After Time

fleur — Mon, 02 Jun 2008 07:24:09 +0000

Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick,
and think of you
caught up in circles confusion–
is nothing new
Flashback–warm nights–
almost left behind
suitcases of memories,
time after–

sometimes you picture me–
I’m walking too far ahead
you’re calling to me, I can’t hear
what you’ve said–
Then you say–go slow–
I fall behind–
the second hand unwinds

chorus:
if you’re lost you can look–and you will find me
time after time
if you fall I will catch you–I’ll be waiting
time after time

after my picture fades and darkness has
turned to gray
watching through windows–you’re wondering
if I’m OK
secrets stolen from deep inside
the drum beats out of time–

chorus:
if you’re lost…

you said go slow–
I fall behind
the second hand unwinds–

chorus:
if you’re lost…
…time after time
time after time
time after time
time after time

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this song is a classic!!!! A Cyndi Lauper original but I also love the versions of Eva Cassidy, Quietdrive and EBTG! Well the videolink below is by quietdrive! enjoy!

All I Really Need Is You

fleur — Mon, 02 Jun 2008 07:00:47 +0000

After all these years
After all these tears between us
Still I couldnt find
Someone half as right as you
And each time I stop to think
What it is I really need
Heres what I conclude
All I really need is you

Just say what you want to say
You dont have a chance in the world
Can i, knowing how Ive tried
Still come close to losing you, girl
When you are my world
Have I spent so many years
Trying but in vain to tell you
Dont you know its true
All I really need is you

How was I to know
Wed have ended here
Where we finally did
You tied your life to mine
Once upon a starry night
And when someone asks for me
What it is that I believe
Say, I believe its true
All I really need is you

Just say what you want to say
We dont have a chance in the world
Can i, knowing how Ive tried
Still come close to losing you, girl
When you are my world
Have I spent so many years
Tryin but in vain to tell you
Feelings come and go
Me, Im never gonna ever let you go
Promise you Im gonna always love you so
Cause all I really need is you

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lovin this song!

Originally by Neil Diamond and now by David Cook?

I want a studio recording of this song by David Cook, as of now I just have the live performance.

Broken by Digga

fleur — Mon, 02 Jun 2008 06:53:45 +0000

Verse 1
Yours was the perfect love, I swear it was.
Digga Until I had your love, my world was cold.
I did what most men do and I messed it up.
Broken But when I got you back, my world was whole.
(The Player thing I let it go, thought our life was set in stone)
Songtexte But it wasn’t, and I’m here alone.
(Nothing is in front of me, I feel I can’t even breathe)
Songtext Don’t think that I can handle this baby I’m so…
Lyrics
Chorus
I’m so in agony, look at the state of me.
Lyric Left here, broken.
You said you’d never leave, look what you’ve done to me.
Liedertexte Left here, broken.

Verse 2
Where do I go from here, I’m so lost.
Liedertext Do you know how hard it is? Finding my way through this.
Alle It shouldn’t even be like this.
I shouldn’t have to feel like this, Noo Noooo Noo
Digga (Can’t even have company, nobody can talk to me)
I’m messed up, all that I find myself doing,
Broken (Looking at my gallery, drinking and smoking weed)
I hate you for doing this to me girl I’m so.

Songtexte
Chorus x2

Bridge
(Broken x3)
I never thought I’d feel this low down in my life.
Songtext I swear I’m
(Broken x3)
Everyday I wished that it was me that had dïed and I’mmmm.

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Nice song Joe!!!

That Thing That Went Away

fleur — Thu, 29 May 2008 07:04:05 +0000

It all suddenly stopped and i dont know why. Did i do anything wrong? Did i say something that made it stop? But whatever it is, it was only right it stopped. Not that it was something real but i knew it was there. Now that its gone, it had left me confused. What was that all about? But did it give me the right to think or even ask? Ask….I wanted to but there was nothing to be talked about. And I felt stupid. Was it really even there?